welcome


I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Flightless Bird, American Mouth Twilight Soundtrack


Supermassive Black Hole - Muse


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Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ( 5:29 AM )

I thinks is a really true description about my personality thought the last on wasn't like me.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. [ I like listening before makng my decisions.]

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. [ I don't judge some1 by her looks i would see her personality.]

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. [ I still remember in pri school when i met the girl i liked and we stead. I was like missing her everyday. Wanting to see her quickly. And talkig to her.]

Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
[ I already want to work as an architect by designing people's houses or football stadiums. I don't want to study at school.]

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. [ Thats why i know i easily lose my focus.]

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. [ Yes. Architecture.]

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
[ I can be calm but i would be noisy later. I m full of energy as i can play soccer then laterplay basketball then later go back to soccer again. I believe i am confident but cannot be over confident. I don't have PMS periodic mood swings.]

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( 5:16 AM )

This is the quiz i did on HZ's blog. I just find myself changing a lot lately. Like becoming so smart for chem lesson, stop making jokes and noises.etc. Stop losing my cool too as it is cool if you don't lose your cool by becoming agry and violent.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Saturday, June 7, 2008 ( 9:45 PM )

Going to Taiwan nxt thursday. Have to really go there to shop for clothings and not for electronic goods le. Need to buy more jeans, long sleeved shirts and jackets and some belts. Most importantly sneakers.

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( 8:12 PM )

Yeah i went for the class chalet. Its 2e3 07 class chalet. So today i shall not type all that happened but i will be giving awards to people... It's like titles given to people so don't get too angry if sth i said was wrong about you its just for the fun of it.

Most Noisy award : Hong Zhang. He keeps telling us a lot of jokes. The clown.

Most Selfish award : Hou Xian. When the movie 300 got some sexual scenes or naked scenes, he would fast forward it , because he thinks that we are too young to watch? Lol this guy i think everyday at home watch porn. haha

Most Innocent award: Jie Jian. When we at the earlier stages of playing Big2 he would use up all his biggest 2's. Then when playing dota although he lost already he would still say i still can own one.

Most Underestimated award : Li Ying she snores when sleeping on the last day. Han Rui said it.

Most No Brain award : Dunno who bought a maggie noodle with egg and something else for $3 then bought a ball no1 want to pay him after that. Ok don't get angry lar.

Most Romantic couple : Yu Run and Jenise. They stick to each other like magnet.

Can't think of others for now...

To Wei yan : Let me play left back and make the match 2 weeks later can?
To Run zhou: Stop disturbing Jacelyn. You think her phone number is hotline no for China partychat?
To Luqman : When you want go out for Lan. Ask Ezzat and the others.

To you:
I know sorries, just wouldn't do it.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...