welcome


I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Flightless Bird, American Mouth Twilight Soundtrack


Supermassive Black Hole - Muse


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Saturday, August 30, 2008 ( 7:58 PM )

About me for the year 2008.

My height : 173cm
My weight : 55 kg
My shoe size 8 and a half
My eye power : 1000 degrees for bothe eyes.

Favourites
The colour of shoes I like : White
The colour of bags I like : Black
The band I like : One Republic
The dance group I like : Jabbawockeez
The movies I like : Step up, Step up 2 : The Streets, Stomp the Yard and Never Back Down.
The drink I like : Pokari Sweat, Ice Lemon Tea
The food I like : KFC Banditto ( but its not for sale now le )
The sports I like : Basketball, Soccer, Floorball, Handball etc.

I just had this dream and no matter what i hope that it may happen. I just want to learn breakdancing, free running after all my education. I hope that after I study at Singapore maybe after finishing my O levels i can go to London and study to the place where there's a lot of freedom and new things can be learnt there but there are so much things that i have to leave here example Dota, my friends those that i loved and others.

I just find it too hard to let go but its better to release this feeling than keep holding on to it in the end there's no result guaranteed take it as my wishful thinking that i thought we could be something better than friends.

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Thursday, August 28, 2008 ( 9:10 AM )

Just got back my report slip very demoralised by the score. I didnt get the usual a2 or a1 for my higher mother toungue because we didnt hand up the ISPL worksheet the project. I am aiming to get A1 for my chinese but because of this stupid worksheet thing pulled down my grades. My A Mathss, Physics Chem as usual fail again. I still remember when i sat at the first row at start of school and nearly got highest in class for common test1. Now this seems that i can never do it again. But no matter what i am trying my last shot. I have to get as little marks i can get for my L1R5. I hav to show my parentes whay i am capable of and not keep being nagged by them. I have to get really some As if i want to change my old phone to something newer and better. All of this for now besides try listening to One Repulblic's new song Mercy. Its super nice my Song of the Day

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ( 12:43 PM )

Now i am still swake as my mum nt in Singapore. Its night life for me. I love my new blogskin thnks Pei Shan.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008 ( 8:21 PM )

Here i am still hanging on as you are my only one and final one and i won't regret it for my actions.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008 ( 9:03 PM )

Slacking now don't even know where to begin....................

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Saturday, August 9, 2008 ( 8:12 PM )

Happy birthday Singapore !

Nothing to comment on have a nice day. ! The promise i made to you won't be broken i can ensure that.

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Friday, August 8, 2008 ( 6:43 PM )

I am still very pissed on what a girl and a female teacher said. ( your birthday very big meh ?) I didn't offend you and you came to offend me. What the heck is your problem man ? If you have PMS don't simply anyhow affect people. Your PMS problem is not my problem and don't try talking behind my back when i am away. It's rude. No one offended you so don't try offending anyone. You emo your business.

The next thing is about a female teacher. She comes to class thinking she is a Queen but in actual fact she isn't. She shows her bossy attitude in class and she's is the first ever teacher that's so calculative. " you show me sloppy work i also do the same" Then she writes untidily on the board. Some people do not have neat or tidy handwriting like Crystal but that doesn't give you the reason to show your attitude in class. I don't even know what's her problem. Respect is a vice versa thing. You want respect you gain it don't think that i come so easily like water flowing from a tap.

I want to congratulate those got the post for NCC LAND. Darn ! I missed out on the USM post.
I shall not be angry anymore that's all i got to say.

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( 3:34 AM )

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.
I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most?
Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you
I will bring you home
I will bring you home.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

This song is by secondhand serenade Why. Introducing this song to you all. Its perfect for those who like slow songs.

Liying : I will wear nxt week for you to see.
Mavis: I help u clear up ur tagbox thank me. haha

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Saturday, August 2, 2008 ( 8:31 PM )

It's two more days to my birthday and i have received presents from my parents already. My dad bought me a wallet my mum got me a birthday card. Thnks i appreciate it.

I really don't need you and I to be a gf or bf. I think we should just be friends or closer but not go into a relationship yet. As we still have alot of things to worry about. No matter what i still respect your decision and hope that we can stick to what we are now. I like the times when you and I are together and hope to share my everything with you.